回顧2012

總覺得，2012就這樣混混沌沌眨眼就過去了。如果要想一想做過了些什麼，啊 可能十個手指頭都可以數得完呢。

一月初，工作的工作繼續深學的也升學了，我就在家量地。每天拿著報紙看著 vacancies 的那一欄圈圈畫畫，打了幾通電話，都石沉大海。輾轉之下到了小荳荳當 part time 華文老師。

二月。三月。工作和煩惱升學與去向。


四月。終於，決定了到英迪讀劍橋A 水平。過後，收到了 matriculation 的通知說我成功進入了。當時有那麼一點煩惱要不要換到那兒去，畢竟我以後想要升的大學科系在外國是貴得可怕。最後，還是 沒去了。

話說，我最近都有一點後悔當初的決定。 如果進了matriculation,
或許 我現在不用那麼煩惱大學的問題。

或許 。

或許。

現在所出現的問題都不會出現。

後悔也沒用了，或許這一點點的小岔路會另外開一扇門讓我實現夢想呢？
 Keep the faith, I always tell myself.


五月。上課。趕課。趕功課。月考。


六月。和媽媽二人出走到中國絲綢之路去。

七月。八月。九月。十月。十一月。十二月初。
忙讀書。忙考試。累得像一條狗。


十二月末。和家人到台灣 :) 每每到年末我都很興奮，因為都會和家人出遊去。我們平時都很少長時間整整齊齊的在一起，媽媽工作時間長，假期大多數都在週日。我就常常窩在房裡當書蟲，爸都叫我宅女了。

這次的旅程格外珍惜，因為我無法預測明年這個時候的我會在哪裡。

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一年來 學懂了賺錢的辛苦，花的每一塊錢 都會停下來想一想。

學懂了該更獨立了，
該為自己的未來做打算。

學懂了 夢想不會自己找上門。
它只會在跌跌撞撞後才會慢慢出現。

也懂了，中學所建立的友誼，所擁有的姐妹們還是最好的。好想你們。

學懂了 親情的可貴 。

剩下可以每天相處的時間，或許真的不多了。

#Wish I will never grow up.

你好，2013.

突然覺得，怎麼最近好像什麼都不順心。

大學方面，本來還以為台大有希望了，現在卻出現了種種問題。無法趕在報名截止前交上中文評估。英國UCAS還有十一天就截止申請了，很難趕得及了。還有澳洲吧，那是還未出現問題的一個選擇。

還有其他。


生活很難過。



#希望一切安好。

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I need to blog. I need to blog. I need to blog. That urge popped into my mind so many times last week. Oh nooo, it was actually during the whole exam period. Too many to say, but too little language to write. I have no talent in language, dislike difficult terms and passages that turn round and round just to make it looks beautiful.

AS levels examination had finally came to an end last Thursday. I thought I would be super excited but it was another round. Many things happened before that so maybe that's the reason. S' beloved dog had passed away, I almost cried for a few times when we were whatsapp-ing. Oh poor boy, may you have a better next life. I still remember how he used to lie on my lap and sleep off when I slept over with a bunch of sis in her house last year :( He's a good boy, yes he is. I'll miss you, C.

Classes gonna resume tomorrow. Oh my, I need more rest, I'm very tired and exhausted everyday ever since exam ended last Thursday even though I didn't do much stuff. Guess my body is making me to pay back all my sleeping debts x x Haven't prepare Bio notes shitttttttt. Ms Irene gonna go mad I guess? Nah, dontcare. Have to make myself catch up A2 maths from tomorrow onwards or else I'm gonna be extra stress exam. Maths is all about exercise gurhhh. Goodluck and don't slack nor stress, Wenyiwong.

#I should be researching uni and courses stuff now, ended up blogging here :P Oh well, it's holiday so I'll just sit back and enjoy.

my extra vain pic x x

Till then, Cheers :)

Baffled.

Suddenly fall in a small dilemma of choosing Pharmacy or Veterinary after my A levels ends. Fuihhh, uncertain again. Maybe I still prefer vet more. Can anyone tell me which one suits me better? Lol.


#7 more biology notes to be edited before print, boringgggg.
#shall start uni research from now before its getting too late.