all over again.

Oops, looks like I've abandoned my blog for quite many days :P


It's 31032012 today and tomorrow will be another brand new month. College; traffic jams; packed timetable; piles of assignments and work. Aha, I guess all these will be the terms to define my April life. Hate to say that, but there's really a little fear in me. I'm afraid that I'm used to my oh-so-relax-life now, work maximum 4 hours a day, sleeping, eating and online whole day long. I'm scared that I lost my motivation and so-called-passion to study anymore*LOL* I'm worried that I can't make friends I can't get full scholarship etc etc etc. Okay whatever, just forget it since I can't do anything.


But I'm actually quite excited teehee. Please be good to me, college :3



Next week will be the last week I get to see the kids everyday. After the 9th, I'll only see them every Friday and Saturday if my timetable allows me to go working on these two days. I'll miss them for sure, especially those kids that are not in Friday and Saturday classes. E Shaun, ask another teacher to bring you to the toilet and pump hand soap for you next time okay? :) & Jodie, you'll not be able to see your long hair teacher anymore, do miss me!

And the reason why I still wanted to work is because I wanna save up some money, for studies for everything. Good girl ehe? xD




and so, here comes another brand new start.



and,

end of my craps.

Turning 18.

It's 10.57 pm right now, which means 1 hour and 3 minutes more I'll turn 18 years old. I don't have any feelings right now, which I think it is quite abnormal? Lol.

Perhaps birthday isn't a big deal anymore knowing that you have someone you love & someone who loves you by your side, all the time. A bunch of friends who love you, someone who loves you and a loving family ♥

Maybe I should make a wish later, even though there will not be a cake. A wish can be made without a cake, isn't? :)

10.03.10 Advanced birthday celebration.

Thank you for the advanced birthday celebration, the chatime "cake" with 18 "candles" on it, the fabulous shirt, korean food, snowflake, instax photo and every moment :]


# MJ, I'm waiting for you to come back to fill up the empty page in my card! :]


Heart you guys ♥

My birthday CAKE with eighteen CANDLES :D

Invisible spectacles.

Got my first ever salary two days ago and I used part of the salary to get myself contact lenses :)  I wear glasses since I was standard two, which means almost 10 years already. LONG ENOUGH, laughs. My short shortsightedness power is incredibly high btw, I bet you won't wanna know =P Even the optometrist says I'm a "high-scorer" LOL.

It's not that scary to wear contact lens after all, just a little confidence, and some strength to hold and pin your stubborn eye lids will do, hah :) My hands did shook a little, eyes blinked involuntarily, tears accumulates a little at the eye sockets when I was trying hard to master the skills in the optometry shop. My first attempt wasn't so successful, because both lens entered by accident, not by correct method. LOL.

Just spent about 15 minutes to put them on all by myself today *proud xD * But there's some funny happenings still. I thought I wore the wrong sides, I thought I wore my right lens inverted. I thought my lens moved somewhere else other than staying on my retina and went to look for it on and off at the mirror.

All the stuffs :]

First photo snap with contact lens :]

Still need a lot of practices I guess, my right eye still not so used to it.


and, the feeling of getting something you wished for with your own hard earn money is AWESOME :)